Okay. I've been consuming books and information relating to magic and mysticism for some time now. I had some alarming successs with magic as a teen, which actually scared me a little. So I went for more oblique will based paradigms for reality hacking, encouraged by a 'crazy' uncle, for many years.
Just over a year ago I found chaosmagic.com and leveraged that website and anything else I found online to educate myself about chaos magic. I'd already been familiar with the writing of Robert Anton Wilson, experienced my own existential crisis (coming out as gay was a catalyst) - so I was ready for it. And I began a magic practice with sigils.
More recently I've developed an interest in Hoodoo, the chaos magic paradigm helps me get over what stopped me before, and it offers candles and inscnece and material goodies that 'seem' magical to me - which is a good thing.
What else? Oh yeah, I'm a graphic designer and frustrated comic creator. I draw very well, but I'm sadly aware that my draftsmanship is substandard for the level of comic creating I aspire too. The nice thing about art is that you only get better - I hopr to meet that standard soon. May try a hoodoo traditional cross roads work towards that end. I write comic stories too, am less clear how good I am at that. I know my concepts are wicked, but my dialog and characterization needs help.
I'm a very good graphic designer, have little passion for it tho. I wanna write and draw comics in a reality where comics simply do not sell. Need some serious magic to address that problem.

I've attended none of Carrols workshops - and can't afford too if I wanted to. Hope I'm still welcome. I found this forum linked on Phil Hine's website.
Here's an image I donated to chaosmagic.com, it's the young ZOS by the way.
